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This Week; The End.

Sep. 22nd, 2011 | 09:19 pm

This phase of my life seems to be one of the busiest so far; the demands of the school and the transition in the church. There are so many things to do and it seems like I am clearing up some mess that were caused indirectly. Guess it's gonna be a super busy period so am gonna try my very best to do this with God :)

With this, I am moving on from this space that I have had for the past six years.
ask me for the new space if you want :)

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Bidding Goodbye.

Sep. 18th, 2011 | 12:59 am

Packing up all the thoughts and
emotions spent over half the decade;
a thing of the past.


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Hillsong Africa Foundation.

Sep. 15th, 2011 | 04:23 pm

"It's about practically meeting the needs of the people
who is in despite, who feels broken, who have no hope and giving them hope.
And specifically the next generation, children.
Children are the hope of any society; children are the hope of any nation.
And if we can give hope to the children,
if we can show them they are loved, and that they are valuable,
provide them with what they need, so that their lives can be moved forward,
they are moving everyone forward and
ultimately bringing hope to all the communities that we get involved in.

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* my partner in crime.

Sep. 15th, 2011 | 01:07 am

happy birthday, my dearest pal :)

unknowingly we have known each other for eight years
and this eight years were filled with different obstacles,
which ultimately bonded us even closer.

i cannot pen down entirely of how wonderful you have been,
but i just want to thankyou for loving me for who i am,
accepting me even when you saw the worst side of me,
being there for me to run to when i want to cry and escape.

i love you; always have, always will.
you'll always and forever hold a place in my heart <3

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Sep. 12th, 2011 | 08:26 am

I would sum up my completion of The Me I Want to Be by John Ortberg with an extract from the book:

Jesus is very clear on this point: There is no way for a human being to come to God that does not involve surrender.
Surrender is not the same thing as passivity. God's will for your life involves exercising creativity, making choices, and taking initiative. Surrender does not mean being a doormat. It does not mean you accept circumstances fatalistically. Often it means you will have to fight to challenge the status quo. It doesn't mean that you stop using your mind, stop asking questions, or stop thinking critically. Surrender is not a crutch for weak people who cannot handle life.

Instead, surrender is the glad and voluntary acknowledgement that there is a God and it is not me. His purposes are often wiser and better than our desires. Jesus does not come to rearrange the outside of our life the way we want. He comes to rearrange the inside of our life the way God wants.

In surrender, I let go of my ife. It is a Copernican revolution of the soul in which I take myself out of the center of the universe and place God there. I yield to Him. I offer obedience. I do what he says. I am not driving anymore.

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At 4.27am.

Sep. 12th, 2011 | 04:28 am

Sometimes when i think of you, I wish I could be a better friend and help carry your burden. Simple things like being a listening ear, an encourager, etc. But there seems to be a barrier between us and I know not how to remove it. I've come to a point where "jiayou" doesn't really work anymore I guess?

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Sep. 5th, 2011 | 12:41 am

I worry about finances, ministry, future and family. Sometimes I feel like I am good for nothing, that I don't possess any skill, because it seems like whatever I could do, others could do too. Like Jack of all trade master of none. Sometimes this thought throws me back to my seat and look at what my hands are really created to do. Sometimes I wonder how church is really supposed to be; to be a shelter for people to come as they are, a home where wounds can be nursed and love is felt deep, or has it subtly turned into a place where work is all that we talk about and people feel the need to hide so as to stay within this community, because of how things are being handled. Sometimes I wonder if we, who are the followers of Christ, have subtly became like the Pharisees and possess self-righteousness. Sometimes I wonder about my value. Sometimes I wonder if I am ever going to get married, because it seems so bleak. Somtimes I wonder if I have put in more effort would the person's passion not died, but instead, see a future in this ministry. Sometimes I wonder if I am stupid or smart. Sometimes I wonder if I would ever shed some weight. Sometimes I wonder if people could just share without reservation, and listener to listen without judgement, but with love. Sometimes I wonder if life could take a break on me. And sometimes, I just wish to go Home.

One of the rare nights I have my blabber noted down in such an honest way.

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2011 Summer Break Plan!

Aug. 28th, 2011 | 11:59 pm

So as I countdown and look forward to this summer break (feels like an American with the usage of this term, ha!) after schooling straight for nine months and going through so many things that seems like years, I better be precise and pen down what I would like to achieve! And of course, they are not in sequence and the list will get longer!

01. watch films
02. meet friends at least once
03. meet individual department volunteers
04. meet team leaders
05. meet boss steven
06. read up on equipment
07. read up on design stuffs
08. read books (eg. An Hour on Sunday, The Me I Want to Be)
09. tidy up Star

10. swim
11. lose weight
12. try out bridesmaid's dress (exciting!!!)
13. clear emails
14. practice guitar
15. plan finances
               16. conduct training/ gather resources
               17. set up system in all departments
18. pump up youth media's facebook page
19. archiving documents in nexus' mac, re-label disc
20. conference preparation
21. evaluate life
22. set up system in nexus' mac
23. checklist for camp
24. compile volunteers for all services
25. write script
26. start on senior year project

I only have this three months to set things right before I embark on another nine months of school so God, please help me be discipline and productive!

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* for you,

Aug. 26th, 2011 | 03:04 am

a thousand times over :)

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